Goodbye

Suddenly, i felt like i lost something very important!!!!

I'm supposed to go and attend a Natas Sales Launch this coming Friday and bring down a cheque, however, my accounts told me that my boss has held back the cheque. On enquiring with him, i discovered that he didn't want to do this time round.

I guess so that the profits aren't enough to cover the expenses done to keep with this fair and hence, he decided not to do it. I must salute and admire his determination not to do it and courage as well, how will he face his peers and industry as well. I think it all boils down to KPIs, he is trying his best to keep the company afloat and healthy and if we were to keep on running this Natas, we are gonna keep on losing money.

This was my first time organising a Natas Fair on my own for the previous Aug 2011 fair. It was pretty pressuring and after the booth setup came up and according to what you had in mind, you kinda let go a big stone off your chest. I guess this always happens when one is facing a challenge in his/her life and once completed, you'll feel great and happy. That was exactly how i felt when i did my previous Natas.

Now its gone i think, i felt like i lost something. I had been doing Natas like my past 5 years of working, i mean i should be happy not doing it anymore, no more stress, extra work.

Ok, just wanna vent our my frustrations...